Ok, I am still here...

It has been a while since I posted because I have been gone on vacation and have had family in town and it has been a very long 2 weeks and mostly not on my diet :( - The good news is I still weigh 228.5 so I didn't gain too much but it is still 1.5 lbs more than what I have gotten down too so I am really wanting to get that off.  It seems like the powers of hell have been conspiring against me lately.  I had TTOTM to add on top so it has been hard!! I had a great time in St George and Vegas last week and Sean and I enjoyed the much needed break from life.  I ate at buffets and snacked and ate candy bars and didnt exercise so it is a wonder I didn't do worse.  I am trying to get back on but it is hard when you have to find your motivation again.  I am not going to give up though.  I have a filthy house and I am so behind but I think that I will get that all taken care of this week.  Camo is starting Preschool tomorrow so I will have some time when he is gone to work hard on getting caught up.  I feel like I will do a lot better when I have my life routine back and it works for me again.  I tried to go to the gym today but they told me there was a 25 min wait for childcare so I went home sad and worked on my kitchen.  I had an appt for Tyler to see an ENT for his ears and it turns out he has to have tubes in his ears :(  poor baby.  I figured he would need to.  I really hope it helps him, the poor little baby.  More details on that to come.  Tonight I was practicing walking with him and he took his first little faltering steps on his own, it was soooooo cute!!! He is way passed the time to walk so I am so happy to see him trying.  I think his ears have played a big part in that and I am hopeful that he will be much better after the surgery.  Ok, now you are caught up on my life and you know that I won't give up my diet.  I will be back at it this week and hopeful to lose some more weight!  Love to all and see you soon! xo