Update

I know this blog isn't useful if I am not dieting and posting on it.  I do hope that there are still some people that care and want to know how I am doing on it.  If you are watching and caring, would you please comment and let me know?  I have been so stressful!!!!  I am trying to get PG and have been disappointed 3 months in a row now and that has caused me a lot of sadness and a lot of hormones.  I just want one more baby so bad I can't think of anything else.  I also took a job that started on Monday of this week and its stressful too.  I haven't been to the gym at all this week and next week will be more of the same thanks to my training schedule but when I get to my normal shift, all that is going to change.  I am going to get back into the gym with a vengeance and I am also going to start counting and losing again!!  I am so happy to get back to my routine of weight loss.  I have had a sufficient break and I know that worrying and fretting about getting pregnant is causing the opposite of the desired effect so I am just going to chill out about that and make weight loss my goal again.  I hope the baby will come when "she" is ready and my joy will be full!!!  I adore my boys but I want a girl to make our family complete.  I would be just as happy to get another boy too!  LOL - Anyways, please keep up with me and don't despair.  I am coming back next week and I will be posting up a storm!! Love and gratitude to all of you my readers!! xoxooxoxox  I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!!